three Legitimate fears, and how I got that way.

{Day 2 of the 30 for 30 challenge}

Fear one: Clowns.

The vast majority of my fears stem from the nightmares I have been plagued with my entire life. When I was about 6, I started having a recurring nightmare that I was stuck in a wooden maze, being chased by a psychotic clown on a tricycle. 

I mean honestly, how could anyone not be terrified of that thing?!

the maze was one that i'd think I found a way out, and suddenly a board would slide down, blocking my way, and I'd have to turn around. 

yeah... messed up dream for a 6 year old.

I still get sweaty palms whenever clowns are around. at a princess party we did last week, there was a clown making balloon animals, and I just about lost it. 

Fear two: The Dark.

I know, I know... I'm still afraid of the dark. Its a little bit ridiculous. 

I can't sleep if its completely pitch black.  which is going to cause a problem when Shad and I are married, because he can't sleep unless it IS completely pitch black.

but I guess by then I'll have someone there to keep me from the monsters in my closet ;) 

Fear three: ghosts.

I have an absolutely paralyzing fear of anything that might be haunted. Maybe I've seen to many scary movies, or watched too many episodes of "The Worlds Most Haunted Places". I do believe in ghosts, and I believe that there are some that are here just because, and others that are here for bad reasons. 

I have never actually witnessed a ghost or anything like that, but I know people who have. Just ask Shad about the house he used to live in. Just the stories they have of that house give me the Heebie Jeebies.  I have been in a room when an EVP (Electronic Voice Phenomenon) was recorded.  It was the scariest thing I have ever done in my life. Not to mention the recording was fairly hostile... I was just sure I was going to die at any moment. 

never ever again. 

So there you have it. my three worst (somewhat legitimate) fears. 

20 Random Facts (and gratuitous Instagram Spam!)

{Day 1 of the 30 for 30 challenge}

1. Pink is my favorite color

3. I am going into Radiology to be an ultrasound technician. Yay babies!

4. I don't care who you are, Chocolate Soymilk is the best thing in the world.

5. I am an Instagram-a-holic. (Follow me! @whatshananigans)

6. I have always dreamed of being a clothing designer

7. I graduated in Cosmetology in 2010 with a 97% state board score. making people pretty is my favorite thing to do!

8. I am distracted by ANYTHING sparkly.

9. I have a strange obsession with the color Pantone #178 C (Aka emberglow... also a brighter version of the color of my blog right now.)

10. I am also a Pinterest addict. (follow me! @whatshananigans)

11. I love big cities. I spent a week and a half in NYC at columbia University, and it was enough to make me want to move there forever.

12. Paris is number one on my bucket list

13. I am a ballet teacher, and love every minute of it.

14. I have a tendency to get really tunnel visioned...

15. But I also have ADD. (but i like to call it ADOS. Attention Defecit... OOH SHINY!)

16. I have never been camping. (except Girls Camp, and that doesn't count.)

17. I am told at least once a week that I look like a disney princess. But always different princesses.

18. I have so many "passions" I don't think you could even call them passions anymore.

19. I have a HUGE problem with racism, judgement, prejudice, etc.  HUGE problem. Just because someone doesn't look, act, or believe the way you think they should, it doesn't mean God doesn't still love them. and If God loves them, so should you. we all have faults. Get over it.

20. Disneyland truly is the happiest place on earth. If I could live there, I would. 

30 for 30 Challenge

1. List 20 random facts about yourself.

2. Describe 3 legitimate fears you have and explain how they became fears.

3. Describe your relationship with your parents.

4. List 10 things you would tell your 16 year-old self, if you could.

5. What are the 5 things that make you most happy right now?

6. What is the hardest thing you have ever experienced?

7. What is your dream job, and why?

8. What are 5 passions you have?

9. List 10 people who have influenced you and describe how.

10. Describe your most embarrasing moment.

11. Describe 10 pet peeves you have.12. Describe a typical day in your current life.

13. Describe 5 weaknesses you have.

14. Describe 5 strengths you have.

15. If you were an animal, what would you be and why?

16. What are your 5 greatest accomplishments?

17. What is the thing you most wish you were great at?

18. What has been the most difficult thing you have had to forgive?

19. If you could live anywhere, where would it be and why?

20. Describe 3 significant memories from your childhood.

21. If you could have one superpower, what would it be and what would you do with it first?

22. Where do you see yourself in 5 years? 10 years? 15 years?

23. List your top 5 hobbies and why you love them.

24. Describe your family dynamic of your childhood vs. your family dynamic now.

25. If you could have dinner with anyone in history, who would it be and what would you eat?

26. What popular notion do you think the world has most wrong?

27. What is your favorite part of your body and why?

28. What is your love language?

29. What do you think people misundertand most about you?

30. List 10 things you would hope to be remembered for.